June 8, 2008

Don't Cry At My Funeral

Don't Cry At My Funeral

I have a request, of everyone of you
I want you to promise me something
Swear on me that no matter whatever you do
You won't cry at my funeral.....

I can't imagine leaving behind this world
With the ones I'm closest to crying their eyes out
Mourning over the loss of just another girl
'Cause I won't be able to stop any one of you

I'd rather, people smile upon me
And cover me with beautiful flowers
I'd rather, they say 'I'm glad she's finally free'
And gently caress my head and bid me farewell

If you cry when I'm to be taken to better place
Be warned, I'll look upon you indignantly
I'll lose all that you loved in me: my grace
I won't be happy wherever God may send me

Sometimes, I sit and wonder why
Why would any one cry for me?
Cause the one I love always has to die....
There never will be anyone who actually would feel lost.......

Was I Right?

Was I Right?

Was I really waiting for the Prince coming to me?
Was I really hoping for my happily ever after
Or was I only dreaming again???

Did I really take a wrong decision?
Or was I right?

Right to quit waiting for someone;
Someone I thought I was so in love with
For whom I spent so many sleepless nights...

I helped him through thick and thin
Through trouble and pain....

Did I do something wrong again?

My beloved, for whom I had the truest heart
For whom I could have done anything...
Why didn't you say something at the start?

He loved me silently, and he made me wait
Never crossed his mind this thought:

I'm a hopeless romantic, with notions of love
That runs real deep

The last chance is gone, into the shadows
The last hope to be together has faded away
But what remains of my feelings....

Those remains still hurt

It hurts most...because we were so very close
And we had so much that we wanted to say
But....I let you walk away

I will never come to know
What could have been...

'Cause I never realized I was in love with you

Now even for me it's too late to start over
But I did love you all along
And I missed you more than you can imagine

I could never deal with the pain of losing you
There were days I forced myself to smile
I don't know, how I got through those days
Because I missed you so much it hurt me

My heart had shattered, and my wounds refused to heal

But I know I can never tell you what I really feel
'Cause I'm gone, though I'm still yours forever
.....Just not together.....

What is the point of admitting that I could no longer wait?
That I went off accepting this was all fate
I'm sorry...but you were just too late....

It was mind that wanted comfort, not my heart
My heart has always been true
And it has been truest to you

I thought I'd never fall in love
After getting it broken once
Then you came along; and it took a chance

It wasn't a conscious decision

My heart loved you; I just never told it not too

Feelings don't change...
I don't deny it
But I'll try not to let my eyes sparkle
Or smile a special smile for you

I'll forget our special moments;
I'll forget those sweet memories
Forever...I'll wipe them away

Yet...if I do that; I'll be lost in the depths of regret and sorrow

And I'll cease to look forward to a better tomorrow

I love you and I will always love you
A heart can love two
But only to one it will remain most true

And forever and ever,
That person will be you....

May be I'm wrong;
May be I should move on
'Cause things might just go wrong

How can I stay in love with a person,
I call my friend?
Can you even think the pain it causes me?
When I have to pretend, I no longer possess feelings for you?

I'll fight against this....
I'll try and fall out of love
For letting you go...is the only way I can see you happy

I can see hurt written in your eyes
And each time, a little bit of life in them dies

My presence is torture,
I can understand that
My laughter;
That's pain
My face haunts your dreams...

Don't worry, my dear...
Come tomorrow, all this is going to end
I'll suppress my feelings
And once more.....
We'll just be friends...

June 7, 2008

To Whom Shall I Complain?

To Whom Shall I Complain
~the poem~

I always thought that life would take it's own course
I always knew what would come after this
I never had to try hard, never used much force
I never thought there'd be anything I'll really miss

I don't know what really happened inbetween
And I try to figure why I've fallen,but in vain
I really don't know how I should come clean
Cause I don't know, to whom shall I complain

I never had the time to care about what I own
Never thought it'd be stolen away
Didn't realize that one fine day it'd be gone
I realized this: nothing in this world stays

I can't think, I can't breathe, I can't win
It's like I'm caught in torrents of heavy rain
I really don't know how I should come clean
Cause I really don't know, to whom shall I complain

I never learnt to value what I have right now
No one ever told me things are now or never
No one told me I'd end up losing all I have somehow
I learnt it late, but it's true:Nothing lasts forever

I'm going away, fading from this life I know
Some place which will rid me of this aching pain
Some place that'll rid me of all my sorrow
Where I'll know the answer to this: To whom shall I complain

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