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Borrowed Memories

Rain, thunder,
Clouds and saying goodbye.
Throughout the times, the days
I know now, they were all
borrowed memories.

Someone else's
I lived through their
time and I
borrowed memories.

Fade, away,
Distant, distance,
Disappear without me,
Forget me forever.

I was nothing but a borrowed memory.

This is what Hell feels like....

Five more days to go,
And we'll be even. Two weeks in Hell.
I never thought it would hurt this bad,
Never in my wildest dreams,
Have I imagined to be this sad.
How can you move on,
After throwing my world to the whirlwinds?
How could you go
Breaking my heart, like that?
No matter how many times
The words come tumbling out,
And how many times I squeeze
Out the hate, and loathe from within
How can I deny, there was a time
I'd fallen in love.
The joke, the blame everything
Is finally on me now.
And still somehow,
Despite everything and everyone
Saying otherwise,
Stupid heart refuses to listen.
I was fine, I was doing fine.
Till you came back to say goodbye.
Everything buried, everything I thought
Wouldn't haunt me again,
Came back in an avalanche of memories...
How I wish I could turn back time,
And how you'd never would've stopped being mine.
I wonder why you did come back,
To put me through hell? Really?
I'm getting very comfortable here.
Fading away from life.

Time Stamp

Take a good look at the quote,  Can you understand what it says? It is quite simple at the first look - But deep down inside, is another story. They never told you the catch in the quote, The loophole in the prayer; The unspoken 'time stamp' is always there.
The quote makes me laugh now, Because the tears simply refuse to come. And I cackle with the laughter of the maniac  As my mind swims in the kaleidoscope of memories Which, surprisingly, never haunted me before. Because I'd felt too sure, This would never really end.  I never thought there would be a 'time stamp'  When it came to us.
Guess I was wrong. Even Johnny Depp can be at times. That's why it is so wrong to pick the second person, Because they'll only repeat what they do to you now. The joke would always be on you, So be cautious and love the person you already have. Never try to second guess your decisions. Act on your impulse. You never know when the 'time stamp'  Would come to haunt y…

Poem: I Hate You

I hate you with the passion of a thousand burning suns,
And I hate you like I would if I found a vermin under my heels.
You with your little "oh I'm sorry, didn't mean to hurt you" gets me so sad.
It's amazing how one little sentence can get me so mad!
I hate you like the world hates the terrorists,
And I hate you like my cat hates the food we put before him.

Enough with the love poems,
The love songs and the stupid things which we believed
Once upon a time made life so beautiful.
Now we know,
That's just the temporary lapse of sanity.

I hate you now because I used to love you once,
I could see it in your eyes...
"I don't have a girlfriend."
Oh yeah? Shut up, jackass. Don't lie.

I led myself into believing I was a vindictive, horrible person...
And then out of the blue,
I found the courage to tell you the truth.
And now the blame's on you.

So go run and hold your new girlfriend's hand,
While sort through all the things you gave me,