December 16, 2012

Once Upon A Time

I'm sorry for all the times I made you cry,
Sorry for all the times I didn't try.
Sorry that I made you stop believing in us.
Sorry...that I kept making such a huge fuss.

Once upon a time, no mistakes ago
You found a little girl sitting alone
She was too scared and you held her hand,
And she let herself go too far...

Then the annoying whispers came
The people around her began to sway her
And she didn't realize she could stand her ground,
She didn't know how much not being with you
Would begin to hurt one day.

The day you finally shut the door on her face
Did she realize,
What her heart had told her to do,
But the mind kept screaming lies.

A part of her hates you,
For not coming around sooner...
A part of her will always loathe herself,
For not realizing what she wanted sooner.

She thought that true love would never give up,
That a month apart couldn't really damage
What had taken almost two years to build.
Tell me, did it mean nothing to you?

Last Valentine's day.
Or are you making new plans with some other fey?
I know she broke your heart,
And you probably can't trust her with it again.
But why do you keep forgetting, she's not like the other women?

Or have you fallen head over heels
For someone else,
Who makes you believe your thing is real?

I wonder how many times she's scream
"I'm sorry"
How many more times she will apologize,
How many times do you want her to break,
Before you let her realize the truth...?

You don't want her back, EVER,
Because you have move on.
And a part of her could never believe
You would really be gone.

She's being punished enough,
She's so tired of crying.
So should she still love you
Or should she die trying?

Look at picture,
Embossed and kept safe.
Do you still have your copy?
Or did you delete them?
Like you deleted her, from your life.

Is there any point in hoping,
That one day things will be right?
Or should she quietly fade,
Away in oblivion.

Trust me,
She tried to hate you.
She tried to vent her anger on you.
But being nice to her is only leading her on,
You have to be cruel to be kind.

Tell me that you don't love me,
Tell me you never will again.
Tell me you never loved me,
And I'll say "I'm sorry", and
leave you...again.

I love you.
I don't know why I never said it before.
It's not rocket science,
Just tell me if you love me too.

I could never hate you,
And I'm so tired of being sorry.
Though I know you're probably annoyed with me,
Whatever my mind decides,
My heart won't let you go.

I'm sorry.

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