And an empty heart
Never thought just one person would hold such a place
In my little heart!
Never imagined that if one footstep died away,
It would create so many echoes
Never did it cross my mind that just one individual's absence
Would bring forth the void in my life
People meet, stay and then they part....
If they have to leave, why do they take up a special place in our heart?
I had never thought that one's going a way
would make me face an emotion I never faced before
Never would I be compelled to say "I miss you"
But all that changed...and I do miss the sweetest girl
That God had gifted me even before I was born
She is a Goddess of her own kind, with flaws and perfection blended together
I start each time someone mentions her name,
Talks about her,
Or even carelessly speaks of the past
It hurts me to miss her,
For I know she isn't here for a greater cause
But the heart is selfish and rules over the mind
And always wants to get its way
To go where she is, is what it desires
It is an impossible dream
It gets broken each time I think of being near her
And I go back to missing her
The pain is torture
But I am learning to live with it
Dear girl, one day we shall be together again
Till then, I am fated to miss you
In my inward eye, I can see your face
Amused to see such emotion,
To see me missing you so much
And with a laugh reassuring me of being united again
And with a forced laugh,
I ease myself and learn to believe
This separation is not eternal.........
Like all things, our separation also will have an end..........
However, it that day - I am haunted by the sights of an
And my empty heart.............
Thursday, July 31, 2008
There were days when the Sun would shine,
Shine brightly in the sky
For even He knew that true relations never die
But now the Sun has been clouded over
He cannot penetrate through the darkness
He cannot save me from Fate
I will lose the sweetest piece of my heart
Someone I had loved so much
It hurts me....
To think life has taken a different route
And I am in the road not many tread
Innocence was long since lost
The dreams that the heart craved -
had long since been broken
In reality....there never is a happily ever after
Yet, I can't bring myself to give up
Although I despair...some part of me
Is lost in the depths that hopeless hope brings
My heart is set on dreaming well of the future...
It refuses to believe all has been lost
Not everything is to be left to God or Fate
Sometimes....we are faced with choices
And I choose happiness
I want to see myself break into a smile,
Feel the warmth that only a happy heart offers....
Be cheerful even when I'm faced with sorrow
Because only that will see me through to tomorrow
See me through my life,
See me through time....
And deliver me safely into the Hands Of God......